My name is Luis. I grew up in Chicago, and im currently an EMT for a private ambulance company. I've been doing that for about 10 years and let me tell you, I think it's time for a career change, so I'm currently back in school for nursing and eventually want to get my masters to become a CRNA. I haven't done a blog in a long time, I kinda just stopped and then ended up forgetting my password, lol. I never knew what to write about, I know they say to focus on one subject, but I like to be everywhere. everything excites me, well ,mostly everything. Im currently in a bit of a conundrum and its about mental health and relationships. Do you stay with someone who has a self sabotage behavior? It's been bothering me for a bit now, and I know there's multiple answers. well she called me last night (after being broken up for about a week) and I kind of got scared and didn't answer. I did sent her a text the next morning asking her if I can call her after work.